5 weeks today

I made it to five weeks, which is not very far along at all, but feels so much cooler than four weeks for some reason. Only 11 days until the ultrasound and it feels like time is dragging by. Houston is so busy with paramedic school right now and I spend a lot of time alone. I am so excited for him to be done with school and start our family. I'm working and going to school full time but I still have plenty of time to think about the miracle growing inside me. I still can't believe its true, although my body is constantly telling me it is. I think about you when I first wake up in the morning and pray for you when I go to bed at night. I've never met you and you have not been here very long but I tell you goodnight before I fall asleep every night and I already love you.